As a member of a small mission church (30 supporting families) founded 10 years ago, not by the diocese but by a group of dedicated Episcopalians, I am saddened and appalled by the recent revelations by the national church of theft and the lack of proper audits.

We have struggled to increase to a budget of $27,000 per year. We have paid our diocesan assessments, our part-time priests, our rent, utilities, as well as initiating and supporting community activities. Whenever the Presiding Bishop has asked for support for emergencies, we have responded willingly. Therefore, when I learn of a misappropriation of funds in the millions, I cannot even fathom that amount. But more than that, when I realize that we would have to quadruple our size just to support the treasurer's salary, I am angry.

Perhaps it is time to move out of the high-priced New York City area and back to the real world. In this time of rapid travel and communication, former reasons to be in New York City are less valid.

INEZ L. HARTWELL

Kimberling City, Mo.